i went to an "invitation only" open house party last night in dublin. there were pink cadi's,all MK cars everywhere and alot of very productive women.the lady hosting it had 1mill.$ plaques in her marykay room! the thing is the directors were told to bring there star consultants or the most productive and my director didnt say nething bout that. she said since i was new she thought i could use the experience. so when everyone was supposed to introduce thereselves she told everyone i was on top and rollin with orders and alot of BS when ive only done 2 classes on my own and havent made orders more than 200 bucks in the 3months ive been a consultant. so i didnt have anything to say or knew what i could say. the whole thing just made me feel like i wanted to puke,there was alot of ppl overly excited and alot of clapping. hardly anyone talked to me unless my director pointed them out b/c i wasnt very talkative. kinda felt uncomfortable and i didnt fit in. so i just walked around or sat down till it was time to go then on the way home i knew she was gonna ask how i thought of it and i wanted to say it made me feel like i was gonna Sick,but i just said well it was dif....? then she started talkin bout recruitin and i rolled my eyes(w/o her noticin) and i finally asked why? her answer was "b/c u get a check in the mail every month on 15th....oookkkk. what like 4%? why waist my time? PLEEEZE GIVE SOME ADVICE

What advice to you need? You seem to have figured out the MK game with the help of the women here. YOU have to make up your mind what you want to do.

Spend some time reading the posts here. They will help.

And PLEASE...don't create polls in posts, like you have done in this one, with "BHJ" and "VGHKF" as options.