Of course, I'm still technically IN the whole deal, but just reading everyone else's posts is helping.

My main emotion is betrayal.  The whole thing with not taking someone else's customers?  Don't make me laugh.  A friend of mine has a Director living 2 doors down from her.  At my debut last year, my director found this out, and right after she left my debut, she called the other director and told her, " You better recruit Mary! "  This was MY director selling me out from the get-go!  That same other director has persisted in contacting my friend to get sales and to recruit her, for the past 11 months!  Shouldn't she have backed off as soon as she knew she was MY friend?

Women helping other women is just a crock, IMO.

PB&J said it best.    are so full of BS.

I'm sorry this happened to you.

For me getting out of MK was a mountain of emotions.  But I promise you will feel so much better when it's over and done.   

I still get angry because I hear of women who are making money *cough Tammy Crayk cough* and a small voice still tells me that I failed, I wasn't good enough. 

A quieter yet stronger voice then tells me that no, I didn't fail, I was following my values and being true to my beliefs by not doing it.

That first voice still bugs me, though.  *sigh*

NMG has said it all! Indifference is best!