It is such a relief to know that this is something that a lot of people struggle with

I go back and forth with it, good days and bad. I am a very up and down person. I know that it might be getting bad if all I want to do it be at home.
I think I was looking for something to feel that empty spot, UYC was so right! That was the word I was looking for the whole time I was struggling with it "empty" and never could find the words to explain it !!
Done, I am so glad you found a Dr. that really helps you and doesn't just give you Meds.