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« on: January 21, 2008, 07:00:16 AM » |
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I looked around the board, even did a search for it, but I couldn't find one nice neat place where everyone posts their own original writings. Anyone else is welcome to add to this thread w/ their homemade musings. I've been needing to spill lately, so here goes:
The Book Downstairs
You fool us
Pure trickery
Saying you've changed
Saying you've healed
Fear
Disgust
Mistrust
What has really been going on
While we felt safe not looking all along
You lie
This evil that is within you
Pure perversion
as you drag the innocent
into your twisted facsination
I hate you
I love you
I can't have you here, but
My love will help heal you
You need me, but I can't
The walls around my heart
Are so high and so hard now
I am hardened towards you
when you need me most
the ripping the tearing
the pain inside my chest
like rough claws slowly scraping
my very soul
you have torn me apart
you have shaken my core
how can I ever choose
who to take care of
how can I ever choose
between my own
Oh my love, you once were
center of my world
all I agonized over
and now the agony comes
without any pleasure
there is no warmth
I'm dead as a corpse to you
and that makes me hurt even more
as it does you
we are lost
in this swirling abyss
please God get us out
because we can't live like this
oh to see my babies
living in fear
I can't
I just can't
but how do I choose
I see you destroying your life
and you have no idea
release your arrogance
I beg you because I care
release your defiance
please heal, please heal
I hate who did this to you
I hate you for what you did
I have to love you, we both need it
WHY WHY WHY WHY
Why does it continue
Why do you lie
Why do you hide it
Why not ask for help
It grows in the hidden darkness
It eats us all alive
The system has failed
and here we are again
crying outloud in the night
HELP US PLEASE
I always try to believe
I give you your chances
Why did you lie
Why do you hurt them
We are all broken now
The tornado has come
and gone
with it, we are gone
all that remains
little pieces, painful shards
can we ever be whole
can we ever be together
can we ever be a family
Oh the pain the hurt
the squeezing suffocating hurt
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« Reply #1 on: January 21, 2008, 07:07:21 AM » |
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After the Rain
Quietness, stillness
cruel reality sets in
my eyes are opened
I see your secrets
no more
no more
I sit back and observe
our situation
from a new vantage point
of shock and awe
you sit within your facade
of happy smiling normality
pretending, and the enamel coating is so pretty
but the cracks have widened
I've peeked within
the ugliness inside
it's terrifying
it's revolting
you still smile and play
you even live a perfect life
for all to see
but I know you lied
I know you never changed
No More
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« Reply #2 on: January 22, 2008, 01:18:25 AM » |
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I suppose it goes w/o saying that I take alot of grammatical freedom when it comes to poetry - if you can call it that - doesn't rhyme. I should say too that these were written in real time - when I put them here is when they came out of me. I don't know why anyone would want to copy them or profit from them (if they could), so I don't know why I would pay to copyright them. I do it for my own sanity.
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« Reply #4 on: January 25, 2008, 04:47:00 PM » |
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RTP, I keep coming back to read your writings. They are so honest and so painful to read, yet at the same time I am sure putting your thoughts and feelings down are a great release. Your words are powerful! I pray that you and your loved ones will find the peace you need. In the meantime just know that there are people you have never met that care! My thoughts and prayers for your and yours  |
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« Reply #5 on: January 25, 2008, 09:29:57 PM » |
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I suppose it goes w/o saying that I take alot of grammatical freedom when it comes to poetry - if you can call it that - doesn't rhyme. I should say too that these were written in real time - when I put them here is when they came out of me. I don't know why anyone would want to copy them or profit from them (if they could), so I don't know why I would pay to copyright them. I do it for my own sanity.
You don't have to pay Just put a (c)Date Your Name and you are protected (unless it goes to court, in which case you are better off having an org copy on file with the gov, which costs 45.00 and requires 2 copies of the work.....) |
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« Reply #6 on: January 25, 2008, 10:06:33 PM » |
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WOW RTP! Very powerful! You remind me of Sylvia Plath! Poetry doesn't have to rhyme, only certain kinds. I am amazed at the honesty and pain you have put forth, keep it coming, cleanse!!!!! bighugs |
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