Hi Trixie!
I'm really glad you're able to see it for what it is. Getting a break-down of the (real, not MK) numbers sometimes helps reality to sink in.
I really just want to facial & sell - not be a consultant manager (Director).
That said - I REALLY do love the products, and want to continue being active for personal use.
Are you planning on continuing to pursue sales as much as possible, only to existing customers, or just do MK for personal use? The reason I ask is I'm wondering if you know how much and how often you really have to order to not get terminated. You only have to order once a calender year, in the amount of $200, to avoid termination. But, at the 6 month mark they cut you off from alot of publications and at some point you lose comissions on recruits. If none of that is of concern, then putting in a $200 every year would work. My one and only recruit still does this - she's still in. She just gathers what she and her daughters will need for the order. If you're planning on selling, may I recommend putting in orders to MK after you get the orders and the $$ from the customer. Stocking up on inventory is where many consultants fall into financial trouble. Anyhow, whatever your plans, I'm glad you were able to sort it all out without the pink-goggles on!
