This is so hard to admit, and I haven't to anyone else, but I am hoping some of you can relate. As I've mentioned in other posts I am expecting my second child at the end of June. This was a planned pregnancy and very wanted. However, I can't help but having some of these feelings as the big day gets closer. I'm a SAHM and dad works alot so my son and I are very close. I'm wondering how the new baby will change our relationship and how I will have special time for him still. I'm also feeling guilty that my next son will never have that special one-on-one time that my first had. I know this child will be loved just as much and our family will change-all for the better. SO if I know this in my head why do I still carry this guilt and worry. Anyone else feel this way when the second child was approaching? Any suggestions how to just get over it? I feel like a terrible mom for even having some of these thoughts!